together we are one!

Okie, my friends they all request me to send my blog's link to them
I decided not to share it. Quite selfish right? hehe
I seldom update my blog (I prefer to write in my own or real diary)
So what's the point for this blog huh?!
Yea and due to my broken English, Issshhh tsk tsk tsk! T_T

And then Facebook is alternatively become my "other" blog! haha

And yea!
Just to let you know, I found a song which name "Together we are one"
Sang by Delta Goodrem,25 (Australian) and this is the theme song of commonwealth 2006!
She sang this when she was only 21!! What?!!! This is a super hard song to sing seriously!
And the lyric are very very very meaningful! Miss lai weng yi, you should have a try on this song!
And I just knew this song when those american idol sang this to Simon Cowell when he was planning to leave American Idol! Then after listened the song, i was like, okay , a hard song, Google it!! oh ya! the singer Delta is better! :D


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WsSGOz6Bf6Y&feature=related

Meaningful lyric! :)
Here we are
Sharing our lives
We made it through
The good and bad times
And still we stand
With hope in our hearts
No matter what
We will play our part
And now we've come so far
One chance to touch a star
Go higher and higher

Find your guiding inspiration
In a place where dreams are made
With a lifetime's preparation
theres no time to be afraid
Put our differences behind us
While we shine like the sun
See what we've all become
Together we are one

Deep inside your heart and soul
You've worked so hard to reach your goal
With every step, with every breath
You gave it all till there was nothing left
Seek out the strength to win
No thoughts of giving in
Go higher and higher

Find your guiding inspiration
In a place where dreams are made
With a lifetime's preparation
There's no time to be afraid
Put our differences behind us
While we shine like the sun
See what we've all become
Together we are one

Finally! David Archuleta second Album The Other Side of Down is released!!
Ohhhhhh Nice I could say! Better than the first album I think. Cause this album is more like his own music.
The first one is a bit pop. :D but then crush and a little too not over you are still nice! :)

Hope that i can get one for free! Dreaming. LOL And my Miss leona just MIA for long time already.
Perhaps she emphasize and focus on how to become slimmer more than her music career! How you will get it back Leona! I miss your tone, songs, voice! :D

And yea! Tonight 10.10.10 I will celebrate the 10th anniversary Nottingham Malaysia Campus! From what i know, they invest RM40000 to organize and celebrate this! wtf, our duit. T_T but have hot air balloon, fireworks and funfair! :D tata

新闻一则----名牌

昨天在电视上看到一则新闻

新闻是指中国很多人都买名牌

所以名牌公司一定会盯住这块肥肉

访问一位女生，收录不错，出街时一定要名牌

而且是一打开厨就每个架都是名贵鞋

然后选择她要的包包和名鞋

访问中他说

现在如果不拿名牌，就跟人家比不上

而且拿名牌可以show off你的地位

如果没拿名牌，人家/家人会问你的经济是否遇上大问题或困难还是怎样的


原来没拿名牌的人经济上都有很大的问题的...我现在才懂
现实的社会
不是说妒忌她，而是她的言论很有问题，也很让我看不顺眼

我的梦想与自愿 :D

在小学时，我们都会填上自己的自愿
虽然不知有舍用
总之填填就是了
每一次我都会填上老师，呵呵

如今，我有五个梦想与自愿
看看我能实现多少个...呵呵

1. 飞机师-我爱旅行的关系，而且又能够在天空中翱翔 ^^ 薪水也多， 唯一不好的是危险性高，还有在家的时间很短，很少可以陪家人，父母又成天担心，可是可是....当他一飞去一个国家，比如意大利，他就会在那边呆几天，旅馆费是公司报的...好好噢

2. 老师-我想要从事教育的关系，哪怕当临教一个礼拜都okay,或是补习老师.哈哈。可是可是，我不想当小学老师，尤其是教低年级，我会头晕，而且现在提倡爱的教育，打到一些掌上明珠就不好啦。补习老师？有考虑过，或许会尝试，可是时间很packed,我不喜欢

3. 摄影-纯粹兴趣，哈哈

4. 音乐+arts -我爱唱歌，想学唱歌。对音乐有兴趣。可是却不会乐器。也爱design，尤其是像室内设计之类的

5. 环保,污染与慈善-最后，我选择了这个。希望可以拥有一件工厂，一是用来做recycle,二是用来在生产，又能以低价卖给贫穷的人，有能帮到我们的地球，保护我们的环境。one stone kill two birds. 所以我才选读chemical with environmental engineering，化学与环境工程没，对工厂的process比较了解 :D

6. 投资于股票-有机会的话想去念一下finance和地产的东西

我的野心有点大= = 而且也有点向钱看
没错
可是我希望能借助兴趣而赚大钱
而不是去做自己不喜欢或不想做的东西，盲目拼命地去赚钱

还有一个，就是很多从事教育的人都会说以前读后面班或成绩不怎么优秀的同学，往往能创出一片天，自己做老板
反之的，成绩顶呱呱的却在某某公司担任总经理一职或经理一角

而我的姑姑说她小学成天考最后几名的朋友，每天被老师罚在班门边拉耳朵，现在都是自己做老板 -.-

大家就一起加油来破除这魔咒吧 *Peace* V

suggestion?

Alfred has a Marveollous and Fabulous birthday this year! 2010 <3

But I'd noticed majority of the people will planning to celebrate their birthday in...erm...like in a restaurant?
I think that's not ideal
Or going to shopping, sing karaoke, sunway lagoon blah blah blah

Hmm...you guys can actually make the birthday party become warmer and more memorable.

For me, I think a Super memorable birthday party could be
a picnic with a gang of friends =) I love nature and scenary
and a guy playing guitar and we sing together
play together....badminton...or whatever! and chat together <3

This one is better than restaurant one 0.0 i think

So next time when you want to celebrate a friend's brithday...can try this also =) haha

Bring some joy and hapiness into your journey! =)

我 . 过的很好
上几个破斯真是让人担心
原来那是称作为“适应期”吧

近来尽情地去享受生活
身还在吉兰丹
身不由己
很多东西都无法去做

翻开哥妹俩，发现还挺有趣的
怎么在念国小都不曾订购呢？
然后一直在思索着人生大道理...0.0! 我几时变得那么成熟？

跟儿童坐在电视荧幕前观赏...yea..DIGIMON
幼稚的我
其实并不
小的时候，在三年级，我最爱的卡通就是它了！另外就是Pokemon
儿时三四岁非常小就陪姐姐看Sailormoon..现在叫我看会觉得恶
哈哈

我爱在乡村跟着姑丈骑着脚踏车四处游荡
虽然我跟他不太熟
语言沟通也有问题
他的福建话我听不明 （非常马来式的福建话）
可是我还挺享受
第一次看到那么多停泊的船
第一次看到郊外的情景
人生第一次见到萤火虫，还是在家里见到的
第一次看到那么多蜻蜓在翱翔

可是还有很多第一次我不敢试
去钓鱼
出海捕鱼
爬树踩红毛丹跟椰树

然后又在想了想
发现自己挺多失败的地方
足球，不太会
篮球，不太会
游泳，在学着
脚踏车，由于家里没有的关系，六年级去朋友家练习，他家在公寓，不知跌了多少，撞了好多停泊着的车才学会的
所以...呵呵...我会骑脚踏车喔
哈哈
也没什么值得高兴的
可是我又很多城市朋友都不会，尤其是.....女性。哈哈
并没有歧视的意思

然后绞尽脑汁想想看
到底我现在这个时候能怎么赚钱
减轻爸妈的负担
一来，我可以付些学费
二来，做自己想要做的事，比如...旅行 =）
三来，买个BMB唱歌音响系统给妈妈和我，谁叫我们俩都那么爱唱
想了想，
一，用一技之长
二，网上买卖
三，危险的......股票
不知行得通吗

出国瘾又来了
我希望能参加work and travel in USA，四个月，三个月工作，一个月旅行，准备rm10K,可是在那边工作三个月，薪水大约5000至6000美元，所以或许会把那rm10k赚回来。还要去问下详情确定下
然后想到纽西兰走走，可是很贵，没钱 T__T

最后....我很想家！！！
sem break 17/7-27/9
我在20/7就来了几烂丹
陪我的姑姑来的，她一个人驾车到几烂丹八个小时，太危险了
所以我才....
从宿舍回家后，睡在家一夜，就来了这个乡下之地T___T
我的pcfair 和 education fair就这样牺牲了 =/

原本说这个星期五回家
延迟至下个星期六才回
天啊!
希望上天能守护我. God bless me

*I saw an article from a chinese journal. It stretches majority of the Chinese's are selfish, competitive, arrogant and most commonly, super love money 视财如命*
Is that true? 0.0
may be.....perhap...probably.....Y/N

Money money money, always sunny, in a rich man's world

Crying is Beautiful

Well my blog immediately become a emo blog =/
Sigh. I really don't feel like want to go back to Nottingham and study.
I was so stress and tension there.
And....Din share my feeling and story with anyone...just keep it as a secret and keep it in my heart
Only God know what happen to me. Thanks to Chloe Yap too =)
She cheer me up and let me get rid of the bad mood.

By the way, my tear will drops suddenly.
When mummy calling me on Tuesday, I was cry like a shit after the end of the conversation.I feel loneliness, stress, emo, unhappy.......and i was like 2 weeks din see her already. 1st week she went to Taiping when i going back to my home. This week she going to Phuket =(

And today, after she went to Puchong then continue to go to airport...
I cry like a baby also.
half reason i cry is because i miss her and i love her. the other reason i also dunno.
May be i feel stress and emo again. And assignments...friends in nottingham(i very quiet in nott)

Then some people judge and think that I am very happy in Nottingham by viewing the Nottingham pictures in my photo albums in facebook. Okay i enjoy it but then....i become a VERY QUIET person. and EMO and STRESS person. I dun know. How i gonna heal the problem?
My class was like 70 boys and 7 girls. Normally i tend to share my feelings with girls because most of them are willing to listen to you =.= and cure me.

And just went out with Su Xin today. She said me become very quiet person. When cheung K also not Sot as like before. The last time i cheung k with her is at the end of april. That time i still very active and talkative. And i will very mad when sing k ing. but now i become......=/
then i was like talking something, but thinking other things. I feel like this is not real. And feel like "huh? i went to cheung k just now? why i at 1U?" the feeling is not real one.....

Never mind. Can't wait for the break. 17/7 until 27/9. 2 months break. seriously i need a break and take a breath. Foundation is easier and not as hard as A lavel.. but then so many things to do and very rush.
We need to finish it within 10 months. so must be very rush =/


God bless me.

Going down to the center of the earth =(

walking on the pedestrian street....i am alone
pretending to become a strong person...
As i know...crying is beautiful....it will make me grow stronger..
I want a trustworthy friend with truly heart
i want to share my feelings and stories with them, him or her
I was emoing and very stress now
going down to the center of the earth
Music cure my illness when i am sick and not feeling well


I miss you all

He will save me i will grow stronger with God.
Bless me


I dont want to suicide myself although now i am thi9nking that


dont leave me alone

Now I very hate to go Nottingham although i am staying there now

They make me sad and depress


Seriously i need someone to comfort me now

tomorrow mechanics exam. I haven study. I know may be i will get a bad result.
that's all =(

T_T



Wake up in the morning
saw someone using the gun to shoot the dog
the dog may be die already
I saw the dog "shouting"

Human. stop this. imagine if Alien that smarter than human and treat us like that..how we feel

I saw the dog Eowing...they feel painfull...
Morningmare

there can be miracle...when you believe =)

tomorrow and tomorrow....I will be shifting on campus, a single shared ensuite bathroom, mean i will share my bathroom with other(who staying beside my room), and RM465. EXPENSIVE! without air-cond, but inclusive internet connection.
Wondering whether i need to get a laptop or not. Below RM2000 or around that price. If not i need to go to computer room =/ laziiieee
And got a mechanic test on thursday, and now i still haven study.

Going to university of nottingham now becoming my fear factor.
During the orientation day, i wish I can stick with Nottingham. I love the environment, the way they teach, reputable.....but now it's become my nightmare, i feel like Oh No, school gaian..sigh...sth like that now..
may be test, stress, no time, project, assignmentsss, testssss*I had no time to prepare for that! but if I stay there on the early of month, i sure i can prepare for it.* How stress I are.
Finally I realize that why people say 100% exam is better than 50% assignment 50% exam. =/
Well, mine one is 30%Test, 60% final exam, 10% lab report. So need to do lab report every week. Sigh

BUSYYYY LIFE ARHHH....  btw, i will have a break from 17/7 - 27/9, 2 month's break. ^^

*There can be miracle, when you believe, though hope is frail, It's hard to kill*
I want to be a mentally and spiritually rich person! I want to invent something that can save our motherland!
And I want to........GET BACK MY PENDRIVE T_T 4GB kingston pendrive....I kept all my pictures and memories inside the pendrive! T_T

You bring me down.....=(

Did an experiment on monday. Determine the chemical and physical properties of compound =) yeah it's funny.
We need to wear the glove and coat, and goggle too. But I got wear frame, so dont need la. hehe

See i holding the blue blue solution? yea My favourite colour. I love that kind of blue! It's Copper(II) sulphate if i not mistaken.

And guess what?? I Highlight my hair on last saturday. 23/5/2010. Actually i choose the darker one, then the girl who help me to highlight looking me with full of curiousity *That colour obvioud meh?!*

Cuz i dislike thouse gold gold and yellow. UGLY
then after my dyed, my hair become GOLD+BROWN colour! May be they bleach my hair. and it is harm to my hair i know. =/ So not going to highlight anymore.
May be i will dye? lol. but natural colour is the BEST =) after i dyed my hair, my aunt say i look older liao =/ weird
Continue to the title.........



Meet Mr.Friday again and gonna say Bye to Ms.May.
Can you imagine that time Fly so fast ?! *Fly instead of pass. Cuz it reallllyyy fast!* 0.0
And I had a superrrr busy week and has taken my chemistry test yesterday *Dumb*
As I do not practice enough and lack of exercise, finally, finalllyyyy, I kosongkan few question.
Go to school at 6am and reach home at 8.30, I have run out of time! I respect to God, He create 24 hours instead of 48 hours. Can anyone tell me the reason?

And DOWN because....
I've lost my pendrive, which is a Kingston 4GB pendrive.
I haven get the accommodation on campus *shit!!*
I haven prepare for my test
I have a lot of assignment and reports plus presentation to go.
Finally I know, why people say A level is better, 100% for exam instead of 50% assignment 50% exam. Lol
I love Nottingham, but then now it turns to like....urrrgghh....I dislike to go to notts =/
May be because it is competitive within each others, and many homeworks, yet i still love the environment there .Haha. The only problems i'm facing are transportation and accommodation.

Never regret for the decision you made. So I made the decision, now is the time to responsible for it. My responsibility.
and PLS. When you meet some classmates that catch up slower, try to teach them and not like
"Dude, So easy you also dunno ar?" or like "That one you can get in the periodic table la! CI SIN!! "
And the way he said Chi Sin is really....Loud, rude and arrogant. So if you realize that you have this habit or this type of tendency, better correct it.  



And I was like wake up at 6 and reach school at 9. And reach home at 9pm sth like that.
I want to stay in my house. Yea I'm a cancer, so sure i will miss home.
And spending time with families members are marveoloussss and fabuloussss. =)

And i miss my secondary high school friend!!! Can't denied that secondary school life is the best!
Although now is becoming more freedom already, but I still love the high school life =/
I miss to sit in a gang, with chin wing, celine yap and khai yein discuss homeworks together.
I miss everyone! *but dislike some Nerds*
And even though we are in the first class, yea we are like....not fighting and comparing to each other =) *may be got? but i know in Form 3 we like to compare with each other lol, still haven mature yet.*

And now i was like.....pressure, tension, stress...HELP....Most of them get 8A+ above, 10A's is common in my foundation in engineering, and some of them have a superb brain, A girl from chinese independent school, pro in math, and majority of them can catch up very fast when lecture are teaching.

What can i do is, be a diligent and conscientious student. Of course not to be a bookworm and nerddy, I want to enjoy my life =P Life is NOT JUST STUDY AND STUDY. Gain extra knowledge is more more important for me.




Yea that's all for today....
Live like we're dying. And turn every single moment to become a wonderful moment. ^^

Hey I'm back to blog my Nottingham's life.

It's three weeks in Nottingham. And studying Foundation in Engineering now.
Most of my friends said that "Well, may be it is easier than A level" or something like that.
Nonetheless, the schedule is pack and it's tough. =/

*Malaysian study . Chemistry . Light wave . Mechanics . Information technology . English . Foundation algebra*
Done chemistry experiment and physic experiment, and I need to pass up the lab report within 10 weeks. The lab report must At Least 10 pages without any reference. You must think the question and answer the Discussion yourself or you can discuss with the group members. Sigh
We used to refer to reference book or just copy and paste the lab report in secondary school, and it just like 1 or 2 pages. And copy the discussion.

And our foundation is harder T_T My friends who studying foundation in business or arts seem so relax. Then me rush here and there. And the campus is big @@

I need a room or stay in hostel in Nottingham seriously. I woke up at 6.15am, go to KTM kepong at 6.40am everyday. Then KTM coming at 6.52am. Take 1 hour to reach Kajang. And it's like 7.50am when i reach there. Waiting the 8.00am shuttle bus. When i reach my school it was like 8.30am. Waiting the 9.00am class to start. So its like a waste of time. =/

and I always reach home at 8 or 9. So i had no time to study! Having my first test on 27 May, Chemistry. Yet there are so many assignment i need to do.

*sink to the bottom of the sea......HELP ME*

Kay, but I love Nottingham so far. It's a very good university.
With good environment and facilities. *There got a research building!!*
And I want to go to the swimming pool @#@$%^& no time =/

The only problem is the transport and hostel. =)

Wanna know more? my profile in FB and photos tell you everything hahahahhahaha.

I miss you all a lot, my ex-classmate. I haven meet a girl like Celine Yap. Smart and active haha.
And I haven meet a girl like Weng Yi, who can sing well as her. And i transform back to become a quiet guy sometimes.
*My class got like 10 girls and 70 boys. And childish boy discuss childish things. Sex and Game???? Well, it's okay.*
And i hope i can meet a friend who like to talk, share feeling with me, and sing well, good behaviour, Dun talk nonsense thing to me, sikit sikit okay lar =) and no smoking.
*pray to God and hope He can send me somebody like that to me =) *