Going down to the center of the earth =(

walking on the pedestrian street....i am alone
pretending to become a strong person...
As i know...crying is beautiful....it will make me grow stronger..
I want a trustworthy friend with truly heart
i want to share my feelings and stories with them, him or her
I was emoing and very stress now
going down to the center of the earth
Music cure my illness when i am sick and not feeling well


I miss you all

He will save me i will grow stronger with God.
Bless me


I dont want to suicide myself although now i am thi9nking that


dont leave me alone

Now I very hate to go Nottingham although i am staying there now

They make me sad and depress


Seriously i need someone to comfort me now

tomorrow mechanics exam. I haven study. I know may be i will get a bad result.
that's all =(

T_T



Wake up in the morning
saw someone using the gun to shoot the dog
the dog may be die already
I saw the dog "shouting"

Human. stop this. imagine if Alien that smarter than human and treat us like that..how we feel

I saw the dog Eowing...they feel painfull...
Morningmare

there can be miracle...when you believe =)

tomorrow and tomorrow....I will be shifting on campus, a single shared ensuite bathroom, mean i will share my bathroom with other(who staying beside my room), and RM465. EXPENSIVE! without air-cond, but inclusive internet connection.
Wondering whether i need to get a laptop or not. Below RM2000 or around that price. If not i need to go to computer room =/ laziiieee
And got a mechanic test on thursday, and now i still haven study.

Going to university of nottingham now becoming my fear factor.
During the orientation day, i wish I can stick with Nottingham. I love the environment, the way they teach, reputable.....but now it's become my nightmare, i feel like Oh No, school gaian..sigh...sth like that now..
may be test, stress, no time, project, assignmentsss, testssss*I had no time to prepare for that! but if I stay there on the early of month, i sure i can prepare for it.* How stress I are.
Finally I realize that why people say 100% exam is better than 50% assignment 50% exam. =/
Well, mine one is 30%Test, 60% final exam, 10% lab report. So need to do lab report every week. Sigh

BUSYYYY LIFE ARHHH....  btw, i will have a break from 17/7 - 27/9, 2 month's break. ^^

*There can be miracle, when you believe, though hope is frail, It's hard to kill*
I want to be a mentally and spiritually rich person! I want to invent something that can save our motherland!
And I want to........GET BACK MY PENDRIVE T_T 4GB kingston pendrive....I kept all my pictures and memories inside the pendrive! T_T

You bring me down.....=(

Did an experiment on monday. Determine the chemical and physical properties of compound =) yeah it's funny.
We need to wear the glove and coat, and goggle too. But I got wear frame, so dont need la. hehe

See i holding the blue blue solution? yea My favourite colour. I love that kind of blue! It's Copper(II) sulphate if i not mistaken.

And guess what?? I Highlight my hair on last saturday. 23/5/2010. Actually i choose the darker one, then the girl who help me to highlight looking me with full of curiousity *That colour obvioud meh?!*

Cuz i dislike thouse gold gold and yellow. UGLY
then after my dyed, my hair become GOLD+BROWN colour! May be they bleach my hair. and it is harm to my hair i know. =/ So not going to highlight anymore.
May be i will dye? lol. but natural colour is the BEST =) after i dyed my hair, my aunt say i look older liao =/ weird
Continue to the title.........



Meet Mr.Friday again and gonna say Bye to Ms.May.
Can you imagine that time Fly so fast ?! *Fly instead of pass. Cuz it reallllyyy fast!* 0.0
And I had a superrrr busy week and has taken my chemistry test yesterday *Dumb*
As I do not practice enough and lack of exercise, finally, finalllyyyy, I kosongkan few question.
Go to school at 6am and reach home at 8.30, I have run out of time! I respect to God, He create 24 hours instead of 48 hours. Can anyone tell me the reason?

And DOWN because....
I've lost my pendrive, which is a Kingston 4GB pendrive.
I haven get the accommodation on campus *shit!!*
I haven prepare for my test
I have a lot of assignment and reports plus presentation to go.
Finally I know, why people say A level is better, 100% for exam instead of 50% assignment 50% exam. Lol
I love Nottingham, but then now it turns to like....urrrgghh....I dislike to go to notts =/
May be because it is competitive within each others, and many homeworks, yet i still love the environment there .Haha. The only problems i'm facing are transportation and accommodation.

Never regret for the decision you made. So I made the decision, now is the time to responsible for it. My responsibility.
and PLS. When you meet some classmates that catch up slower, try to teach them and not like
"Dude, So easy you also dunno ar?" or like "That one you can get in the periodic table la! CI SIN!! "
And the way he said Chi Sin is really....Loud, rude and arrogant. So if you realize that you have this habit or this type of tendency, better correct it.  



And I was like wake up at 6 and reach school at 9. And reach home at 9pm sth like that.
I want to stay in my house. Yea I'm a cancer, so sure i will miss home.
And spending time with families members are marveoloussss and fabuloussss. =)

And i miss my secondary high school friend!!! Can't denied that secondary school life is the best!
Although now is becoming more freedom already, but I still love the high school life =/
I miss to sit in a gang, with chin wing, celine yap and khai yein discuss homeworks together.
I miss everyone! *but dislike some Nerds*
And even though we are in the first class, yea we are like....not fighting and comparing to each other =) *may be got? but i know in Form 3 we like to compare with each other lol, still haven mature yet.*

And now i was like.....pressure, tension, stress...HELP....Most of them get 8A+ above, 10A's is common in my foundation in engineering, and some of them have a superb brain, A girl from chinese independent school, pro in math, and majority of them can catch up very fast when lecture are teaching.

What can i do is, be a diligent and conscientious student. Of course not to be a bookworm and nerddy, I want to enjoy my life =P Life is NOT JUST STUDY AND STUDY. Gain extra knowledge is more more important for me.




Yea that's all for today....
Live like we're dying. And turn every single moment to become a wonderful moment. ^^

Hey I'm back to blog my Nottingham's life.

It's three weeks in Nottingham. And studying Foundation in Engineering now.
Most of my friends said that "Well, may be it is easier than A level" or something like that.
Nonetheless, the schedule is pack and it's tough. =/

*Malaysian study . Chemistry . Light wave . Mechanics . Information technology . English . Foundation algebra*
Done chemistry experiment and physic experiment, and I need to pass up the lab report within 10 weeks. The lab report must At Least 10 pages without any reference. You must think the question and answer the Discussion yourself or you can discuss with the group members. Sigh
We used to refer to reference book or just copy and paste the lab report in secondary school, and it just like 1 or 2 pages. And copy the discussion.

And our foundation is harder T_T My friends who studying foundation in business or arts seem so relax. Then me rush here and there. And the campus is big @@

I need a room or stay in hostel in Nottingham seriously. I woke up at 6.15am, go to KTM kepong at 6.40am everyday. Then KTM coming at 6.52am. Take 1 hour to reach Kajang. And it's like 7.50am when i reach there. Waiting the 8.00am shuttle bus. When i reach my school it was like 8.30am. Waiting the 9.00am class to start. So its like a waste of time. =/

and I always reach home at 8 or 9. So i had no time to study! Having my first test on 27 May, Chemistry. Yet there are so many assignment i need to do.

*sink to the bottom of the sea......HELP ME*

Kay, but I love Nottingham so far. It's a very good university.
With good environment and facilities. *There got a research building!!*
And I want to go to the swimming pool @#@$%^& no time =/

The only problem is the transport and hostel. =)

Wanna know more? my profile in FB and photos tell you everything hahahahhahaha.

I miss you all a lot, my ex-classmate. I haven meet a girl like Celine Yap. Smart and active haha.
And I haven meet a girl like Weng Yi, who can sing well as her. And i transform back to become a quiet guy sometimes.
*My class got like 10 girls and 70 boys. And childish boy discuss childish things. Sex and Game???? Well, it's okay.*
And i hope i can meet a friend who like to talk, share feeling with me, and sing well, good behaviour, Dun talk nonsense thing to me, sikit sikit okay lar =) and no smoking.
*pray to God and hope He can send me somebody like that to me =) *

LLIIFFEEEE

Going to study foundation in engineering at University of Nottingham
The fee is about 21K, but after getting the discount, it become 15700.
And applied for Japan Government scholarship, hopefully i can get this.

And I'm lack of social life now, seriously. Type more than Talk.
Can't wait to meet new friends. Cant wait to study. Can't wait to learn new things.
Improve my knowledge.

And I'm just recovered from the dengue.
Means no more itch. yeah!
Now feel like so lonely. =/ I want to go Cheung k.

And suppose to take pictures with friends and chat with friends after the SPM awards ceremony.
Yerrr. I went like 1 hour then went back to my house ler. No pictures at all =/

And one of the cousin is staying at my house now. And I dislike. =(

Have my own diary now. Plus my comp internet got some problem now. Using grandma house comp to online.
Get 5A+ 3A- 3B+. Enough for me le =) But 9A is better larh. Haha

Get A+ for Moral(I super suprise!), History(I planning to fail this subject cause I slept at 11.00pm before the sej exam day, din study much that time), Add Math(Wheee! I worked so hard for this subject and confident can get A+ hehe), Math and Chemistry
A- for BM, BI and Physic =/
And B+ for BC(damn hard to get A =/ ) , EST and Bio. I know i will fail in this 3 subjects =(

but it just a step. Work harder for future is more important =)
Come on, we can work it out hehe

灰色的三月

在一月時就計劃的一切

就要泡湯了
眼看三月就快到來

一切變得模糊

韓國之旅，探望姐姐？
雙威早已計劃， 但意見分歧，有人計劃一天玩溜冰跟游樂園. 兩個大約70$
我要的新電話，還在徘徊著，E72 or 5730XM. 手機時不時跟我restart,電池快沒電

SPM成績出爐的日子還不知道
PLKN也還不知道哪一組
駕車執照和考試不知何時可以拿到

煩

原本還以為可以到冬天一同與姐賞花
過春天
都給spm,plkn那所謂的通知時間頂頂著

zzzzzz
希望我不會有那么悶的三月

如果被抽中在PLKN 3rd batch.
我是絕對不會去的了
延遲

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Lady gaga hug david archuleta? =) yeshh!
haha

Lady Gaga collides with David Archuleta at Z100's Jingle Ball in New York over the weekend. Later, discussions of deli san

wow look at her eyebrow. Sexy gaga. Haha

David archuleta with Miley =0

David archuleta with jordin sparks =) remind me Tattoo and One Step at a time! haha

David Meet Kelly Clarkson when he was young. Wow

Btw, My super sweet heart Leona Lewis yeah! haha

Add some wow pictures from celebritygossip.com

Jacob! (taylor lautner) and taylor swift! Both are hawwwtt. He is so lucky. Haha

Wantsss!!

I want!!!!

A printed T-shirt *shiny surface* like this =)
And good design!

And a niceeeee scarve and "cold clothes" or winter clothes
From Quicksilver OneUtama: RM300++
so exp =(

And a watch like these:(I prefer swatch)


and a watch something like that:

And a new handphone like Nokia E72 or 5730XM. It's touch screen not sensitive as Iphone.

5730XM, which colour you like? Give me some opinion =) I love red and blue.


And I went to Sunwya Lagoon last last week, can't bring the camera, so use the hp camera. Blur T.T
I like it. This is the second time I went to Sunway Lagoon. I went to there @ 7 years old =.=



RANDOM PICTURE


me in jan 2010
my beloved sister who study in korea now T.T
my mother...look like steward.haha
my super cute and adorable cousin from kelantan. Smart and Clever kid!

*If you go google search: David Archuleta Showcase Malaysia, you'll find me and celine pic =D

Driving is Ain't easy!

*sigh* Learning driving recently.
Last Saturday I take the undang test.
Then Sunday go attended the 6 hour amali. lol
and Monday start my driving lesson. The uncle taught me how to make U-turn.
Today he taught me how to parking. You know, damn hard, so many steps to remember. T_T
I wanna get my driving license grrhhhh.

And now suddenly my primary school friends become so active.
We hang out together, go desa parkcity jogging and yamcha. Haha
Choi yan, Kah Keat, Wei leong x2 , me, li san always together now. lol

Later I need to go desa parkcity jogging. and Listen to the music! awesome.

And I am so curious. Most of the celebrities super love Japan.
So far I know Leona Lewis, Jordin Sparks and David Archuleta also very very love Japan.
Yeah! Because Japan is so amazing. 3 countries I probably go this year is Japan, Korea and Australia.
I want to visit my sis @ Korea and Friends @ Melbourne.

Me and aunt planning our Japan tour, we go there "free and easy".
Imagine from here to Kelantan need 9 hours, but in japan, its like only 3 hours by train. From Tokyo to Hokkaido only 3 hours. So incredible.

So i want to learn Japanese!

I am going to Taiping or Kelantan tomorrow.=D

* Last Friday go Holiday Villa Subang eat buffet with Suxin. Then we are planning to shopping at Sunway pyramid.
But we lose control, walk to the entrance of Sunway Lagoon and check the price. Finally get in. Super HIGH! Not many people there. Most of them are foreigners. Ang Mo. Only a little Malaysian.

Normally we need to queue up to play the games like pirate ship. But now we need to wait people to come. Pirate ship must at least 6 peoples then the worker baru can start the engine. So both of us just wait...........lol

So next time go sunway lagoon, go weekdays ya, haha.

Nottingham~

Grhhhhh.....Boring life now
I wanna get my driving license as fast as possible =)
Go to listen the 5 hour talks, boring dao die~
then now reading the undang question.

And I'm planning my future now
Finally I decided to go into the University of Nottingham
And no A level anymore, replace with foundation in engineering, cause my family say A level need 1 and half year, wasting time, and I was like, Yeah,really wasting my time, some more 100% exam...die

March-June : PLKN =(
July: Intake of foundation in engineering (3 semester/10 months)
After that, continue my study to Bachelor of Chemical with Environmental Engineering(3 years)
And Master of Chemical with Environmental Engineering (1 year)

But the fees is quite expensive, foundation need 21000$, 3 year bachelor need 126000, if continue to master need 150000 @@
so hopefully I can get scholarship

Hope that i can study my master in England.

* I wanna go Korea to find my lovely sis T_T

Turkey

In turkey now
I like here
bye bye tata