第一天的临教

还记得在小学时期
同学们都老爱欺负代课或临教
也许包括我在内 XD
今天同样的事情也发生在我的身上
不同的是
我是老师，他们是学生
就在desa park附近的那所小学

很突然的叫我星期一七点十五分到学校去
我穿了正统的上班服以防万一
怎知当天我就要教书   也没被通知就派去教国文
周会后，我连作业，要教些什么，都没机会去看，就赶着进班，四五年级的

今天要上的是penulisan-aktiviti koku
别说他们没兴趣了，小学时上国文我都是超没兴趣的
我问同学们你们的马来老师平时怎么教你们penulisan的
他们就说老师通常给他们copy answer -.-! 就这样

可爱的是
你在前面教书 后面的人可以在玩追追  可以看漫画
凶了还是一样   今天喉咙已经很痛   教完书更没声音
小学生最烦的一点是（由其是好欺负的老师）
一直叫老师~
老师他打我
老师他弄我
老师我要上厕所
老师这个要抄在那里
而且是这边也老师  那边也老师
整个就不当你是一回事

还记得
四年级有个小女孩
我在教课她连书本都不拿出来
我问她你的书本在那里
他就从抽屉拿出来
我问他为甚么你没有抄
她说: 我现在嘛不是在抄着咯!(还不是小声那种，很没礼貌烂态度的那种)
我说: 你刚才说什么？!你在跟我说多一次!
她说: 我在抄着啦！！
我懒得理她

还有一个男同学用水壶喝水
另一位同学竟然把他的水壶往上推
敲到他的牙齿流了很多血
我立刻叫班长带他去厕所冲水  他拒绝到办公室


当天喉咙不舒服
同学们要求我：老师，你可以讲大声一点吗？后面听不到
TMD

最后一堂课  没办法了
我必须要借藤条才行
很多老师都没有藤条    就只有训导主任才有
因为他们说他们提倡爱的教育（现在好像变成了宠的教育鸟~）
再三叮咛我千万不要打学生     打打桌子吓吓就好了
就连级任老师也不用藤条教书打学生

训导和另一个眼睛很大的女老师过我几招
对他们要凶   不能心软  
我叫你写！你就跟我写
不用讲这样多
写!! 你就diam diam 写！  （还要做到这个可怜的地步）
果然， 最后一堂课， 我拿着藤条，黑口黑面（应该是第一次扮到酱黑 XD）地走进可是
全班在吵  我黑口黑面双眼瞪着他们  他们又看到我有藤条    自然不久就安静了
（凶凶对大群的小学生真的有用噢~ ）

你们把其他的作业收起来！ 我不要看到有其他作业摆在桌上！ （真的也管用握~）
然后就开始教
开始吵是因为我抄东西

过后跟副校长（很年轻很温和下的）说想辞掉
他费了三寸不烂之舌把我留下
说好吧，明天给你教华文
理由是，很多做临教的都beh tahan，被气走了，她说她也找到很累了
而教他们的马来老师（我代着的）在班上教到哭 @@
可是那些小鬼真的非常难搞

本身又不凶
提倡爱的教育
可是对着那么多的学生真是行不通的说
何必要扮老虎吓人呢 T.T
还要我整天脸黑黑才会乖 ><

又教过补习的朋友告诉我小学生不能用硬的
得空买糖果奖励他们一下  
然后还记得小时候我最怕去上课
老师超级凶   这里打一下   那边打一下
而且我比较怕女老师   他们都好凶
天天就是那种战战兢兢的心情上学去    不好过
终于知道为什么小学时老师那么凶了 T.T

副校长还告诉我
一年级的是最糟糕的
天不怕地不怕
哈哈

我的第一天
被气到头爆
姐姐的朋友没干了，也是睁一只眼闭一只眼教书  -.-!
我跟他们好时他们过分到欺负到我的头顶上
其实我真的是不喜欢黑口黑面用藤条打这个打那个吓人啦  ><
怪只能怪那爱的教育用在不对的地方

Craving for food - Shogun One Utama

Nottinghamers are hungry and craving for food! 

As you know, majority of my friends are come from Seremban and they are seeking for an opportunity to visit One Utama.

First of all, they would like to go have a buffet and one my friend who stay near One Utama suggest Shogun.

Basically, Shogun and Saisaki both of them are under the same management. 

I'd tried Saisaki 5 years ago, so I couldn't provide any judgement for which is better between Shogun and Saisaki.

By the way, I still can reminisced some hilarious and funny moment after finished the Saisaki buffet.
I couldn't stand up, stand straight and walked at all.
Because their food quality is perfect and the buffet is superb, superrrrrr niceeeee!

But if you are contemplating about which buffet to choose, personally, I think Saisaki is better, which is situated at Jalan Penang, just 3 minutes walk from Pavilion.
I tried Saisaki long time ago, so I was wondering how was their standard right now. 

Kindly be reminded that all the seats were occupied during the weekdays in Saisaki(because of their strategy location C= ) whereas Shogun do not have empty seats on weekend. Antithesis lol  

    

My friend's ultimate goal was Jogoya, which we'd tried it last December. 

Look at the glamorous food and the sumptuous environment will definitely make your saliva flow and stimulate your taste bud! =)   

They provide Tabasco pepper sauce too! =D

Different variety of sushi

Not bad actually.
The price is much more cheaper than Jogoya and Tenji.
In my opinion, I do prefer buffet like Kempachi, Tao cuisine, Shogun and Saisaki which is more to Japanese buffet.
Jogoya's standard drop and not suit me I guess. A LOT of seafoods, stangyyyy seafood like sea snail those stuffs of seafood -.-!

rating: 3.5/5 stars  :D

And thanks for Song You's pics and da amazzziing camera! whootss!

Dr. Jack Kevorkian-Assisted Suicide Advocate Jack Kevorkian Dies at 83

Dr. Jack Kevorkian, the Michigan pathologist who championed physician-assisted suicides, died early Friday after being hospitalized with kidney problems and pneumonia.

The 83-year-old Kevorkian, who said he helped some 130 people end their lives from 1990 to 1999, died about 2:30 a.m. at William Beaumont Hospital in Royal Oak, Mich., close friend and attorney Mayer Morganroth said.

An official cause of death had not been determined, but Morganroth said it likely will be pulmonary thrombosis.

"I had seen him earlier and he was conscious," said Morganroth, who added that the two spoke about Kevorkian's pending release from the hospital and planned start of rehabilitation. "Then I left and he took a turn for the worst and I went back."

Nurses at the hospital played recordings of classical music by composer Johann Sebastian Bach for Kevorkian before he died, Morganroth said.

Kevorkian was freed in June 2007 after serving eight years of a 10- to 25-year sentence for second-degree murder. His lawyers had said he suffered from hepatitis C, diabetes and other problems, and he had promised in affidavits that he would not assist in a suicide if he was released.

In 2008, he ran for Congress as an independent, receiving just 2.7 percent of the vote in the suburban Detroit district. He said his experience showed the party system was "corrupt" and "has to be completely overhauled from the bottom up."

His life story became the subject of the 2010 HBO movie, "You Don't Know Jack," which earned actor Al Pacino Emmy and Golden Globe Awards for his portrayal of Kevorkian. Pacino paid tribute to Kevorkian during his Emmy acceptance speech and recognized the world-famous former doctor, who sat smiling in the audience.

Pacino said during the speech that it was a pleasure to "try to portray someone as brilliant and interesting and unique" as Kevorkian and a "pleasure to know him."

Kevorkian himself said he liked the movie and enjoyed the attention it generated, but told The Associated Press that he doubted it would inspire much action by a new generation of assisted-suicide advocates.

"You'll hear people say, `Well, it's in the news again, it's time for discussing this further.' No it isn't. It's been discussed to death," he said. "There's nothing new to say about it. It's a legitimate ethical medical practice as it was in ancient Rome and Greece."

Eleven years earlier, he was sentenced in the 1998 death of a Lou Gehrig's disease patient -- a videotaped death shown to a national television audience as Kevorkian challenged prosecutors to charge him.

"The issue's got to be raised to the level where it is finally decided," he said on the broadcast by CBS' "60 Minutes."

Nicknamed "Dr. Death" because of his fascination with death, Kevorkian catapulted into public consciousness in 1990 when he used his homemade "suicide machine" in his rusted Volkswagen van to inject lethal drugs into an Alzheimer's patient who sought his help in dying.

For nearly a decade, he escaped authorities' efforts to stop him. His first four trials, all on assisted suicide charges, resulted in three acquittals and one mistrial.

Murder charges in earlier cases were thrown out because Michigan at the time had no law against assisted suicide; the Legislature wrote one in response to Kevorkian. He also was stripped of his medical license.

People who died with his help suffered from cancer, Lou Gehrig's disease, multiple sclerosis, paralysis. They died in their homes, an office, a Detroit island park, a remote cabin, the back of Kevorkian's van.

Kevorkian likened himself to Martin Luther King and Gandhi and called prosecutors Nazis, his critics religious fanatics. He burned state orders against him, showed up at court in costume, called doctors who didn't support him "hypocritic oafs" and challenged authorities to stop him or make his actions legal.

"Somebody has to do something for suffering humanity," Kevorkian once said. "I put myself in my patients' place. This is something I would want."

Devotees filled courtrooms wearing "I Back Jack" buttons. But critics questioned his publicity-grabbing methods, aided by his flamboyant attorney Geoffrey Fieger until the two parted ways before his 1999 trial.

"I think Kevorkian played an enormous role in bringing the physician-assisted suicide debate to the forefront," Susan Wolf, a professor of law and medicine at University of Minnesota Law School, said in 2000.

"It sometimes takes a very outrageous individual to put an issue on the public agenda," she said, and the debate he engendered "in a way cleared public space for more reasonable voices to come in."

Even so, few states have approved physician-assisted suicide. Laws went into effect in Oregon in 1997 and Washington state in 2009, and a 2009 Montana Supreme Court ruling effectively legalized the practice in that state.

In a rare televised interview from prison in 2005, Kevorkian told MSNBC he regretted "a little" the actions that put him there.

"It was disappointing because what I did turned out to be in vain. ... And my only regret was not having done it through the legal system, through legislation, possibly," he said.

Kevorkian's ultimate goal was to establish "obitoriums" where people would go to die. Doctors there could harvest organs and perform medical experiments during the suicide process. Such experiments would be "entirely ethical spinoffs" of suicide, he wrote in his 1991 book "Prescription: Medicide -- The Goodness of Planned Death."

His road to prison began in September 1998, when he videotaped himself injecting Thomas Youk, a 52-year-old Lou Gehrig's disease patient, with lethal drugs. He gave the tape to "60 Minutes."

Two months later, a national television audience watched Youk die and heard Kevorkian say of authorities: "I've got to force them to act." Prosecutors quickly responded with a first-degree murder charge.

Kevorkian acted as his own attorney for most of the trial. He told the court his actions were "a medical service for an agonized human being."

In his closing argument, Kevorkian told jurors that some acts "by sheer common sense are not crimes."

"Just look at me," he said. "Honestly now, do you see a criminal? Do you see a murderer?"

An important message to you

I was pretty busy in the previous weeks due to those lap reports, homework etc.
Now I am enjoying 3 weeks study week. Enjoy in the first week and sorrow in the last two weeks Wheee!
I got copious notes and things to finish! Especially homework deal with Mathematics like Calculus and Applied Algebra. 
Never mind, what I wrote is just a starting and not the main point.


I went to a Levain and dined in sumptuous surrounding (sumptuous=a new word I learnt, mean looking very expensive and elegant). Basically Levain is a shop selling bread, which is more emphasize on French-style. I had a superb dinner there by ordering their Spaghetti. 
Pictures are posted on my album in Facebook! :)


Kay, Main point! 

• Herbalife!
• How am I going to spend my summer break from end of May to september?
• Needa exercise and learn some new skills!

I went back to Nottingham campus on Sunday evening bt KTM. 

Seats were empty inside the train, so I can easily hunt a place to sit.

Normally I will use my time wisely, like pondering or read some books. 

I can barely remember I am reading book regarding Universe. A malay women with a small face walk in and sit beside me.

She asked me whether I am a form 5 student and bla bla bla. (perhaps she saw me reading something interesting)

The main intention was she wants me to join their Herbalife.

She told me she is a part time student and explained lots bout Herbalife, how the pyramid MLM system functioned and how it's work.

And she told me there is an outlet in Kajang, which do provides training for pep who are interested in Herbalife every Wednesday. 

But then you must sign up for this program, which mean you will be the women's downline. 

She advise me not to go alone for the training, bring lots of friends to accompany me. 

I know the main intention. LOL. I thought she is thinking about my safety, that's why ask me not to go alone. By bringing more friends to go, she can get more "downliners".

If you know how the MLM working, you will know how important the downliners.

Other than that , you need to introduce products to clients and work hard .

And she even told me how prosperous her friend is. Her friend earn RM30k in one month, but then I am not sure this is the salary for every months or not. 
Her friend's just same with her, who's a part time student now.


And convincing me to join their Herbalife. She gave me a brochure with her name and email address, and exhort me to add her in Facebook.


I am still contemplating, perhaps it just a scam. Know what scam is? Get money rapidly. If you don't know it, take few minutes to google it for your own good. :)
I am not sure Herbalife is a scam or not but then I think I needa to do some research 1st.
Be aware and don't drop into trick and get cheated.


I am looking for jobs during my summer break. 
And perhaps going to learn guitar.
And Self-learning photoshop and web design via internet.


Time pass in a wink and blink of eyes! 
Take time to colour your life and make it more meaningful and interest.


Quote from Celine's blog. Life is not just money, money and MONEY! and study, study, and STUDY! 

take care pep! :)

頑強

我是一根豎立在野邊的小草
毫無依靠
天資不好任雨打
左細胞差右細胞低
憑著頑強固執好斗的生命力
自強不息
攀上樹上的高峰

他人嬉我矮又笨
聞左進了右邊出

路上荊刺多得是
坎坷道路剛開始
自強不息是原則
出人頭地最重要

-小草-

I'm Back!

Been pretty busy lately.
I will have a semester break from 18/1(My last paper for this semester) to 7/2!
Feel free to call me out to gather and chat together! I think I'll be free most of the time!

I still have a subject to go on Monday.
thank God the last three papers(Math, Calculus and Electricity) ain't that harddd for me. =) 
I am going to see what's my average mark as we need to exceed 65% to maintain the 25% scholarship.
Calculus is the hardest paper for me.
We learn function, graph sketching, integration and differentiation in calculus as we gonna use it for the undergraduate program. Integration, sound horrible and terrible right? =/


and Yes! We don't need to memorize all those facts for our papers.
What we need to do is practice and understand the concept cause most of the subjects we took is deal with calculation and programming for engineer.
I love it sometimes! wheee~ But then I am going to take back chemistry during next semester :( needaa to read a lot and memorize! tsk tsk tsk 

Bad news for me.
University of Nottingham Malaysia is going to raise the fees from this year onward from 34000 to 36500 PER YEAR! Shit it!
I am seeking and looking for scholarship in order to reduce dad's financial burden :( I felt guilty sometimes.
and there is an open day in Nottingham today and saw lots of parents.
Yea the quality of teaching and facilities in Nottingham is superb but then the $ is the only problem i think ==

And I am back to normal state! I didn't talk much during the exam period because of stress, study etc.
So now, YEAH! You can find me anytime! hugssss! xoxo

2010 vs 2011

2011也许不会是什么大好吉年
可是还是要在这里祝大家2011行好运 :)
天灾频频地发生而我的心也就快被震眩了
选择用华语因为善于用华文表达嘛

今年
我第一次又这样的感觉
迷失自我的感觉
直到现在还持续着
我不知道自己在干什么，学坏一点了，还有以前开朗的性格不见了，连社交也免了
有心事时应该要找谁倾诉，要找谁在我身旁听我说故事呢？
前面哈哈大笑，后面转过身又是孤单一个人
甚至怀疑自己得了人格分裂症
也许是因为那样
我才那么的怀念中学高中生涯

四月时第一次中dengue
第一次染头发
第一次进入大学
发生太多第一次
还记得刚搬入诺丁汉宿舍
上完课后朋友们都陆续回自己的家了
唯独我，独自回宿舍，面对那四副墙，自己一个人
上天眷恋我
他让我遇到一般很好的朋友
还记得我寂寞时就会去找叽喳公（爱LV的那个还有肥黄聊天）
近来认识了一个可爱的奶小(didi XD)
在诺丁汉变坏是有一点啦
毕竟出到外面真的看很多种朋友，也许那样我才更怀念中学高中生涯

今年在呆在家也只有半年那样
1-4月 = 家
5-7 = 宿舍
7 1/2 - 9 =吉兰丹
10-11 = 宿舍
12= 宿舍、家
有时真的分不清哪个才是我真正的房间，哪个才是我的床 = =

模模糊糊地度过了一年
或许在学院或大学太自由了
一时适应不过来
克服克服

还有，我变得很懒了，不再是以前那个diligent的汶鑫了
还有还有
在诺丁汉，几乎没人懂我的真实华文及英文姓名
因为大家都叫我Alfred.
也许这样导致我有了人格分裂症= =
Alfred跟汶鑫的性格其实很不一样的 @@
汶鑫比较爱读书，斯文，拼gua... 还有，比较节俭，比较社交一些
Alfred有时会<3面子，爱买东西
两个有个共同点就是爱唱歌 XD
当然，
我想做回以前的我多一些 =)

Have a nice day! :)
*我中学的知己我想念你们
还有那个赖赖，记得再陪我唱歌去!!!!!! =)

Final exam coming soon!!

12 days to go for final exam!!

Not feeling well and dizzy. Perhaps I sit and do differentiation every moment today. :(

Still got electricity to go! Thermal Science to go! Statistic math to go!
I wasted last weeks which i just lepak-ing and keep going out. 

Count down for the end of 2010.

And I wanna share some nice songs here :) I love David new album(alto many ppl think soso) because suit my style and taste :) 

Chorus: The day after tomorrow, I can hardly wait, it's getting closer now, closer now.

The day after tomorrow, it's getting closer now, closer now.
Oh my walk is like a run. I love the lyric :D 

And another song "Falling Star" =D

Fish House at Alaska

Should I continue my dream and courageous to Alaska after watching this video? I suspect whether can I stand for it or not.
For the Work and Travel USA program. Perhaps I should join Yellowstone national park which just a server assistant. But I know the $$ can't earn back if I choose Yellowstone.
Sigh
And I am a environmentalist, so I really can't accept it. See first. :'( The fish plant is situated at remote area, and the floor is full of blood, which make me wanna vomit. T____T

Leng lui Khai yein, celine, long time no see liao lor :( bila mau meet? :)

The Young boon sin :)

This is my cousin-Shelly that I mentioned in previous post. Yes I am going her daughter's birthday party! and Christmas party! =) beautiful and leng lui right? ^^ 

and I am still finding a shirt like this! with a shining spider web! One of my birthday wish list 

 

When you believe - Prince of egypt

I have the feeling when listening this version.

another version is 2 diva mariah carey ft whitney houston.
I love the lyric.