2011也许不会是什么大好吉年
可是还是要在这里祝大家2011行好运 :)
天灾频频地发生而我的心也就快被震眩了
选择用华语因为善于用华文表达嘛
今年
我第一次又这样的感觉
迷失自我的感觉
直到现在还持续着
我不知道自己在干什么，学坏一点了，还有以前开朗的性格不见了，连社交也免了
有心事时应该要找谁倾诉，要找谁在我身旁听我说故事呢？
前面哈哈大笑，后面转过身又是孤单一个人
甚至怀疑自己得了人格分裂症
也许是因为那样
我才那么的怀念中学高中生涯
四月时第一次中dengue
第一次染头发
第一次进入大学
发生太多第一次
还记得刚搬入诺丁汉宿舍
上完课后朋友们都陆续回自己的家了
唯独我，独自回宿舍，面对那四副墙，自己一个人
上天眷恋我
他让我遇到一般很好的朋友
还记得我寂寞时就会去找叽喳公（爱LV的那个还有肥黄聊天）
近来认识了一个可爱的奶小(didi XD)
在诺丁汉变坏是有一点啦
毕竟出到外面真的看很多种朋友，也许那样我才更怀念中学高中生涯
今年在呆在家也只有半年那样
1-4月 = 家
5-7 = 宿舍
7 1/2 - 9 =吉兰丹
10-11 = 宿舍
12= 宿舍、家
有时真的分不清哪个才是我真正的房间，哪个才是我的床 = =
模模糊糊地度过了一年
或许在学院或大学太自由了
一时适应不过来
克服克服
还有，我变得很懒了，不再是以前那个diligent的汶鑫了
还有还有
在诺丁汉，几乎没人懂我的真实华文及英文姓名
因为大家都叫我Alfred.
也许这样导致我有了人格分裂症= =
Alfred跟汶鑫的性格其实很不一样的 @@
汶鑫比较爱读书，斯文，拼gua... 还有，比较节俭，比较社交一些
Alfred有时会<3面子，爱买东西
两个有个共同点就是爱唱歌 XD
当然，
我想做回以前的我多一些 =)
Have a nice day! :)
*我中学的知己我想念你们
还有那个赖赖，记得再陪我唱歌去!!!!!! =)
Friday, December 31, 2010
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Final exam coming soon!!
12 days to go for final exam!!
Oh my walk is like a run. I love the lyric :D
And another song "Falling Star" =D
Not feeling well and dizzy. Perhaps I sit and do differentiation every moment today. :(
Still got electricity to go! Thermal Science to go! Statistic math to go!
I wasted last weeks which i just lepak-ing and keep going out.
I wasted last weeks which i just lepak-ing and keep going out.
Count down for the end of 2010.
And I wanna share some nice songs here :) I love David new album(alto many ppl think soso) because suit my style and taste :)
Chorus: The day after tomorrow, I can hardly wait, it's getting closer now, closer now.
The day after tomorrow, it's getting closer now, closer now.Oh my walk is like a run. I love the lyric :D
And another song "Falling Star" =D
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Fish House at Alaska
Should I continue my dream and courageous to Alaska after watching this video? I suspect whether can I stand for it or not.
For the Work and Travel USA program. Perhaps I should join Yellowstone national park which just a server assistant. But I know the $$ can't earn back if I choose Yellowstone.
Sigh
And I am a environmentalist, so I really can't accept it. See first. :'( The fish plant is situated at remote area, and the floor is full of blood, which make me wanna vomit. T____T
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| Leng lui Khai yein, celine, long time no see liao lor :( bila mau meet? :) |
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| The Young boon sin :) |
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| This is my cousin-Shelly that I mentioned in previous post. Yes I am going her daughter's birthday party! and Christmas party! =) beautiful and leng lui right? ^^ |
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| and I am still finding a shirt like this! with a shining spider web! One of my birthday wish list |
Friday, December 10, 2010
When you believe - Prince of egypt
I have the feeling when listening this version.
another version is 2 diva mariah carey ft whitney houston.
I love the lyric.
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Life is full of joy and sorrow
This world is full of love yet another side is full of sorrow.
12.59am. Me and my family are heading to Zhong Nan Qu
A place where just nearby the Chow Kit Road
to have our supper
Everybody is smoking there, just around us.
The condition is bad.
Cockroach is everywhere.
Majority of the people come with an elegant car but I can feel their mind and though is really seriously bad and polluted.
I can barely hear someone talking to somebody through his mobile phone,
bu just shouting, scolding and insulting the person.
Everybody is looking at the rude fella but he do not feel guilty in his heart.
This is human. Just a part of human. You can conclude or judge him by the way he talks, his mannerism and attitude. Perhaps not well-educated or just shameless.
Forgiveness is the best.
Next, a stranger approach us and request for 2 dollar.
I guess he is an Indian. He is carrying a small little bag full with dust and dirt.
He seems like lost his way or having an insane problem.
My elder cousin, Ai ling,25 said he is a rubbish. Shame on M'sia.
Chinese translate: Throw the face of Malaysia.
Then my younger cousin, Ah mei,11 follow her and said 'Yes he is throwing his own face into the deep of hell.'
Well, what I think is 'God loves everyone. Why you torture yourself and go into a sorrow path? You are not insane, perhaps. You are not a maimed or disabled person. God gives you everything include the wealth in yourself. So go and find a job and earn money yourself instead of requesting and demanding money from others. Change your fate. I know it's hard.'
So I totally disagreed what my cousins said. I remain silence and keep quiet.
Then, another car(merz-benz) park their car.
The Indian go and guide them to park their car with full of hope.
After finishing his duty, he request 2 dollar from the driver.
He hope the rich man will gives or donate him 2 dollar,
But the driver just ignore him.
And the insane man did the same thing again and again.
And he wants money from us but we just ignore him.
Lord, what should I do if I faced this type of situation? Should I just feel with sympathy and just donate the money for the poor and insane man?
Which is the best approach for this situation?
Will this produce any Karma(Buddhism explained it as the action which will affect you in next/another life)?
So what you'll do if you face this type of situation?
I should have a silence meditation to find a solution for this situation.
And I asked my mum,
'If I am going to be a Buddhist monk, what do you think? Do you support me?'
'Just up to you. It's your decision', she said.
'I am glad that you are open-minded.' :)
As long as I know my mum will support me for whatever decision I made, provided the decision is appropriate and right.
12.59am. Me and my family are heading to Zhong Nan Qu
A place where just nearby the Chow Kit Road
to have our supper
Everybody is smoking there, just around us.
The condition is bad.
Cockroach is everywhere.
Majority of the people come with an elegant car but I can feel their mind and though is really seriously bad and polluted.
I can barely hear someone talking to somebody through his mobile phone,
bu just shouting, scolding and insulting the person.
Everybody is looking at the rude fella but he do not feel guilty in his heart.
This is human. Just a part of human. You can conclude or judge him by the way he talks, his mannerism and attitude. Perhaps not well-educated or just shameless.
Forgiveness is the best.
Next, a stranger approach us and request for 2 dollar.
I guess he is an Indian. He is carrying a small little bag full with dust and dirt.
He seems like lost his way or having an insane problem.
My elder cousin, Ai ling,25 said he is a rubbish. Shame on M'sia.
Chinese translate: Throw the face of Malaysia.
Then my younger cousin, Ah mei,11 follow her and said 'Yes he is throwing his own face into the deep of hell.'
Well, what I think is 'God loves everyone. Why you torture yourself and go into a sorrow path? You are not insane, perhaps. You are not a maimed or disabled person. God gives you everything include the wealth in yourself. So go and find a job and earn money yourself instead of requesting and demanding money from others. Change your fate. I know it's hard.'
So I totally disagreed what my cousins said. I remain silence and keep quiet.
Then, another car(merz-benz) park their car.
The Indian go and guide them to park their car with full of hope.
After finishing his duty, he request 2 dollar from the driver.
He hope the rich man will gives or donate him 2 dollar,
But the driver just ignore him.
And the insane man did the same thing again and again.
And he wants money from us but we just ignore him.
Lord, what should I do if I faced this type of situation? Should I just feel with sympathy and just donate the money for the poor and insane man?
Which is the best approach for this situation?
Will this produce any Karma(Buddhism explained it as the action which will affect you in next/another life)?
So what you'll do if you face this type of situation?
I should have a silence meditation to find a solution for this situation.
And I asked my mum,
'If I am going to be a Buddhist monk, what do you think? Do you support me?'
'Just up to you. It's your decision', she said.
'I am glad that you are open-minded.' :)
As long as I know my mum will support me for whatever decision I made, provided the decision is appropriate and right.
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Randon stuffs! Mini tweet!
# I think there is a very big potential for Malaysia to develop the solar energy since we almost receive sunlight everyday. But the main and the most obstacle and problem is Tenaga Nasion**. They do not earn if every house or family posses a solar energy system in their house. What's a terrible case!
PS I just watch da documentary of Global Warming in Nottingham theater. Some of the scientists in America use a super-big-machine to absorb Carbon Dioxide, and convert it to Calcium Carbonate. The size of the machine is similar to wind turbine. The main problem is........expensive $$ =/
#There are some reasons why I insist to go back home every weekend! One of the
reason is.........I miss my mum's home cook food! Yummy and delicious! And I miss my fish and chips! :-)
#Don't be emo, resentful, frustrated, and anger. Try to upgrade your EQ! :)
and and and.....I am finding a partner to go to USA or Alaska with me next year(from early of June to end of September). I am going there for working and i am joining the program Work and Travel in USA.
PS I just watch da documentary of Global Warming in Nottingham theater. Some of the scientists in America use a super-big-machine to absorb Carbon Dioxide, and convert it to Calcium Carbonate. The size of the machine is similar to wind turbine. The main problem is........expensive $$ =/
#There are some reasons why I insist to go back home every weekend! One of the
reason is.........I miss my mum's home cook food! Yummy and delicious! And I miss my fish and chips! :-)
#Don't be emo, resentful, frustrated, and anger. Try to upgrade your EQ! :)
and and and.....I am finding a partner to go to USA or Alaska with me next year(from early of June to end of September). I am going there for working and i am joining the program Work and Travel in USA.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
together we are one!
Okie, my friends they all request me to send my blog's link to them
I decided not to share it. Quite selfish right? hehe
I seldom update my blog (I prefer to write in my own or real diary)
So what's the point for this blog huh?!
Yea and due to my broken English, Issshhh tsk tsk tsk! T_T
And then Facebook is alternatively become my "other" blog! haha
And yea!
Just to let you know, I found a song which name "Together we are one"
Sang by Delta Goodrem,25 (Australian) and this is the theme song of commonwealth 2006!
She sang this when she was only 21!! What?!!! This is a super hard song to sing seriously!
And the lyric are very very very meaningful! Miss lai weng yi, you should have a try on this song!
And I just knew this song when those american idol sang this to Simon Cowell when he was planning to leave American Idol! Then after listened the song, i was like, okay , a hard song, Google it!! oh ya! the singer Delta is better! :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WsSGOz6Bf6Y&feature=related
Meaningful lyric! :)
Here we are
Sharing our lives
We made it through
The good and bad times
And still we stand
With hope in our hearts
No matter what
We will play our part
And now we've come so far
One chance to touch a star
Go higher and higher
Find your guiding inspiration
In a place where dreams are made
With a lifetime's preparation
theres no time to be afraid
Put our differences behind us
While we shine like the sun
See what we've all become
Together we are one
Deep inside your heart and soul
You've worked so hard to reach your goal
With every step, with every breath
You gave it all till there was nothing left
Seek out the strength to win
No thoughts of giving in
Go higher and higher
Find your guiding inspiration
In a place where dreams are made
With a lifetime's preparation
There's no time to be afraid
Put our differences behind us
While we shine like the sun
See what we've all become
Together we are one
Finally! David Archuleta second Album The Other Side of Down is released!!
Ohhhhhh Nice I could say! Better than the first album I think. Cause this album is more like his own music.
The first one is a bit pop. :D but then crush and a little too not over you are still nice! :)
Hope that i can get one for free! Dreaming. LOL And my Miss leona just MIA for long time already.
Perhaps she emphasize and focus on how to become slimmer more than her music career! How you will get it back Leona! I miss your tone, songs, voice! :D
And yea! Tonight 10.10.10 I will celebrate the 10th anniversary Nottingham Malaysia Campus! From what i know, they invest RM40000 to organize and celebrate this! wtf, our duit. T_T but have hot air balloon, fireworks and funfair! :D tata
I decided not to share it. Quite selfish right? hehe
I seldom update my blog (I prefer to write in my own or real diary)
So what's the point for this blog huh?!
Yea and due to my broken English, Issshhh tsk tsk tsk! T_T
And then Facebook is alternatively become my "other" blog! haha
And yea!
Just to let you know, I found a song which name "Together we are one"
Sang by Delta Goodrem,25 (Australian) and this is the theme song of commonwealth 2006!
She sang this when she was only 21!! What?!!! This is a super hard song to sing seriously!
And the lyric are very very very meaningful! Miss lai weng yi, you should have a try on this song!
And I just knew this song when those american idol sang this to Simon Cowell when he was planning to leave American Idol! Then after listened the song, i was like, okay , a hard song, Google it!! oh ya! the singer Delta is better! :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WsSGOz6Bf6Y&feature=related
Meaningful lyric! :)
Here we are
Sharing our lives
We made it through
The good and bad times
And still we stand
With hope in our hearts
No matter what
We will play our part
And now we've come so far
One chance to touch a star
Go higher and higher
Find your guiding inspiration
In a place where dreams are made
With a lifetime's preparation
theres no time to be afraid
Put our differences behind us
While we shine like the sun
See what we've all become
Together we are one
Deep inside your heart and soul
You've worked so hard to reach your goal
With every step, with every breath
You gave it all till there was nothing left
Seek out the strength to win
No thoughts of giving in
Go higher and higher
Find your guiding inspiration
In a place where dreams are made
With a lifetime's preparation
There's no time to be afraid
Put our differences behind us
While we shine like the sun
See what we've all become
Together we are one
Finally! David Archuleta second Album The Other Side of Down is released!!
Ohhhhhh Nice I could say! Better than the first album I think. Cause this album is more like his own music.
The first one is a bit pop. :D but then crush and a little too not over you are still nice! :)
Hope that i can get one for free! Dreaming. LOL And my Miss leona just MIA for long time already.
Perhaps she emphasize and focus on how to become slimmer more than her music career! How you will get it back Leona! I miss your tone, songs, voice! :D
And yea! Tonight 10.10.10 I will celebrate the 10th anniversary Nottingham Malaysia Campus! From what i know, they invest RM40000 to organize and celebrate this! wtf, our duit. T_T but have hot air balloon, fireworks and funfair! :D tata
Thursday, August 19, 2010
新闻一则----名牌
昨天在电视上看到一则新闻
新闻是指中国很多人都买名牌
所以名牌公司一定会盯住这块肥肉
访问一位女生，收录不错，出街时一定要名牌
而且是一打开厨就每个架都是名贵鞋
然后选择她要的包包和名鞋
访问中他说
现在如果不拿名牌，就跟人家比不上
而且拿名牌可以show off你的地位
如果没拿名牌，人家/家人会问你的经济是否遇上大问题或困难还是怎样的
原来没拿名牌的人经济上都有很大的问题的...我现在才懂
现实的社会
不是说妒忌她，而是她的言论很有问题，也很让我看不顺眼
新闻是指中国很多人都买名牌
所以名牌公司一定会盯住这块肥肉
访问一位女生，收录不错，出街时一定要名牌
而且是一打开厨就每个架都是名贵鞋
然后选择她要的包包和名鞋
访问中他说
现在如果不拿名牌，就跟人家比不上
而且拿名牌可以show off你的地位
如果没拿名牌，人家/家人会问你的经济是否遇上大问题或困难还是怎样的
原来没拿名牌的人经济上都有很大的问题的...我现在才懂
现实的社会
不是说妒忌她，而是她的言论很有问题，也很让我看不顺眼
Monday, August 16, 2010
我的梦想与自愿 :D
在小学时，我们都会填上自己的自愿
虽然不知有舍用
总之填填就是了
每一次我都会填上老师，呵呵
如今，我有五个梦想与自愿
看看我能实现多少个...呵呵
1. 飞机师-我爱旅行的关系，而且又能够在天空中翱翔 ^^ 薪水也多， 唯一不好的是危险性高，还有在家的时间很短，很少可以陪家人，父母又成天担心，可是可是....当他一飞去一个国家，比如意大利，他就会在那边呆几天，旅馆费是公司报的...好好噢
2. 老师-我想要从事教育的关系，哪怕当临教一个礼拜都okay,或是补习老师.哈哈。可是可是，我不想当小学老师，尤其是教低年级，我会头晕，而且现在提倡爱的教育，打到一些掌上明珠就不好啦。补习老师？有考虑过，或许会尝试，可是时间很packed,我不喜欢
3. 摄影-纯粹兴趣，哈哈
4. 音乐+arts -我爱唱歌，想学唱歌。对音乐有兴趣。可是却不会乐器。也爱design，尤其是像室内设计之类的
5. 环保,污染与慈善-最后，我选择了这个。希望可以拥有一件工厂，一是用来做recycle,二是用来在生产，又能以低价卖给贫穷的人，有能帮到我们的地球，保护我们的环境。one stone kill two birds. 所以我才选读chemical with environmental engineering，化学与环境工程没，对工厂的process比较了解 :D
6. 投资于股票-有机会的话想去念一下finance和地产的东西
我的野心有点大= = 而且也有点向钱看
没错
可是我希望能借助兴趣而赚大钱
而不是去做自己不喜欢或不想做的东西，盲目拼命地去赚钱
还有一个，就是很多从事教育的人都会说以前读后面班或成绩不怎么优秀的同学，往往能创出一片天，自己做老板
反之的，成绩顶呱呱的却在某某公司担任总经理一职或经理一角
而我的姑姑说她小学成天考最后几名的朋友，每天被老师罚在班门边拉耳朵，现在都是自己做老板 -.-
大家就一起加油来破除这魔咒吧 *Peace* V
虽然不知有舍用
总之填填就是了
每一次我都会填上老师，呵呵
如今，我有五个梦想与自愿
看看我能实现多少个...呵呵
1. 飞机师-我爱旅行的关系，而且又能够在天空中翱翔 ^^ 薪水也多， 唯一不好的是危险性高，还有在家的时间很短，很少可以陪家人，父母又成天担心，可是可是....当他一飞去一个国家，比如意大利，他就会在那边呆几天，旅馆费是公司报的...好好噢
2. 老师-我想要从事教育的关系，哪怕当临教一个礼拜都okay,或是补习老师.哈哈。可是可是，我不想当小学老师，尤其是教低年级，我会头晕，而且现在提倡爱的教育，打到一些掌上明珠就不好啦。补习老师？有考虑过，或许会尝试，可是时间很packed,我不喜欢
3. 摄影-纯粹兴趣，哈哈
4. 音乐+arts -我爱唱歌，想学唱歌。对音乐有兴趣。可是却不会乐器。也爱design，尤其是像室内设计之类的
5. 环保,污染与慈善-最后，我选择了这个。希望可以拥有一件工厂，一是用来做recycle,二是用来在生产，又能以低价卖给贫穷的人，有能帮到我们的地球，保护我们的环境。one stone kill two birds. 所以我才选读chemical with environmental engineering，化学与环境工程没，对工厂的process比较了解 :D
6. 投资于股票-有机会的话想去念一下finance和地产的东西
我的野心有点大= = 而且也有点向钱看
没错
可是我希望能借助兴趣而赚大钱
而不是去做自己不喜欢或不想做的东西，盲目拼命地去赚钱
还有一个，就是很多从事教育的人都会说以前读后面班或成绩不怎么优秀的同学，往往能创出一片天，自己做老板
反之的，成绩顶呱呱的却在某某公司担任总经理一职或经理一角
而我的姑姑说她小学成天考最后几名的朋友，每天被老师罚在班门边拉耳朵，现在都是自己做老板 -.-
大家就一起加油来破除这魔咒吧 *Peace* V
Sunday, August 15, 2010
suggestion?
Alfred has a Marveollous and Fabulous birthday this year! 2010 <3
But I'd noticed majority of the people will planning to celebrate their birthday in...erm...like in a restaurant?
I think that's not ideal
Or going to shopping, sing karaoke, sunway lagoon blah blah blah
Hmm...you guys can actually make the birthday party become warmer and more memorable.
For me, I think a Super memorable birthday party could be
a picnic with a gang of friends =) I love nature and scenary
and a guy playing guitar and we sing together
play together....badminton...or whatever! and chat together <3
This one is better than restaurant one 0.0 i think
So next time when you want to celebrate a friend's brithday...can try this also =) haha
But I'd noticed majority of the people will planning to celebrate their birthday in...erm...like in a restaurant?
I think that's not ideal
Or going to shopping, sing karaoke, sunway lagoon blah blah blah
Hmm...you guys can actually make the birthday party become warmer and more memorable.
For me, I think a Super memorable birthday party could be
a picnic with a gang of friends =) I love nature and scenary
and a guy playing guitar and we sing together
play together....badminton...or whatever! and chat together <3
This one is better than restaurant one 0.0 i think
So next time when you want to celebrate a friend's brithday...can try this also =) haha
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